Yes. Last night I had a little case of the beer blues. lol I was all sentimental. I had to tell everyone to leave because I didn't want to be a buzz-kill. So anyways, while I was drowning my self in......"sorrow"......I kept feeling empty and painful inside and thinking about how lonely i am, and at the moment i felt like i was alone and no one really cared.

well, during all that, a couple of close associates came back. my friend was with them. and we all smoked some and talked about how everyone feels lonely sometimes. family cares because they are bound to you, but sometimes we need people with no ties to us to show us that they care. we're all spoiled in that sense. we all bleed and feel sad sometimes, girl.
it's part of life. just try to get through those stages as healthy and sane as you can. i garuntee there's people that care about you. you don't strike me as a person that would make everyone hate them.


don't worry, these things heal themselves...