Hey dont be sad cause we love ya PLENTY of timwe have i felt the way u feel. But soon like all say the wounds do heel. Remember that even though when she talks to u she may seem mean or cold. But she too lays in her bed at night thinkin of you also. She may just feel as lonely as you. Right now i feel lonely but i keep thinkin that at least im alive to be with my lil baby girl. Look at it this way as long s your both stillalive then there is a chance unless u have done somethin soooooo terrible she cant forgive you. Time alone sucks but at times it wut we all need to gather our thoughts. You've heard the term if u love somethin then let it go, if it returns it was yours?? Listen to my fucked up story so maybe just you'll see that we all run into destructing heart break. I had been workin at tis place for 4 yrs. I wasnt gettin to spend time with my babys mom or my lil girl. i was going into work at 5am but not gettin home sumtime until midnite!!!!! Eventually one day those words came over the phone" Baby we need to talk" So i had to wait ALLLLLL day at work until i was done to come home and see wut i already knew it was. She broke up with me and it tore my heart apart. The worst thing was one 4 days later i was still so tore up i showed up at her house to jus talk!!! WRONG CHOICE cause there was ALREADY someone else in her bed.............. how ya think that made me feel? How would u feel??? For someone to say they'll always luv u but be sleepin with someone else b4 the week was up?!?!?!? i did the righ tthing and walked out b4 i did somethin i would regret. i was a mess for the longest, but my friends were there for me. They wouldnt let me wash my emotions away with chemicals etc. They stood behind me 100% and helped me heal and for that im grateful. Make sure u let ur friends help u out man. You got my su:rastaport hang in there!!!