Birdgirl your completely right and i know thats my problem. Iv been working with myself and trying to better understand myself and accept my flaws. Iv done alot of soul searching and i have found that it dosnt matter what anyone else thinkns of me. And that im not alone their is always someone out their. People who care, people who love. This girl i was in the relationship with i relized it was jsut a stepping stone and that im holding myself out until i find the poerson i want the person that i dream of you get me? Why settle for less when i can just hold out for something better that will come along. I know she treated me like shit and iv relized this now, And i do not feel bad for leaving her ass. I do feel lonely at time's. But it's only because i miss that other person who lays on the other side of the bed. So thank you everyone for showing me people care. and telling me to stay strong..