everyone can feel lonely when it can feel like nobody understands, nobody cares (nobdody can actually care, not even yourself) and there's no point to being especially when you feel that you should be living for something and not just for being an unconscious organic portal. just a number. also evolution doesn't really exist. You think positive things will happen by itself? its never garanteed and there can always be mistakes. its up to you (or others). but if nobody is able then tough. wait for the next life, if there is a next life cuz you know that opportunities can come only once especially for things that are meant to be in which that was the only way to fulfill that, in that one opportunity. You miss it, the chance is over and it's that way forever. Its only creation , and even at that God has his own way of doing things which may or may not seem mysterious, indifferent or selfish. but we can never blame God. the one to blame is always, *ALWAYS* the peasant humans. haven't the humans got enough? NEVER.