My friends, Im in tears having to make THE toughest decision of my life

[Gandalf_The_Grey]

btw, could you find the exact spelling for your condition at some point? I wanted to look it up since I generally like studying biology, and sometimes stumble on some odd treatments a lot of docs don't know about. Do you know at least if the condition is caused by a virus?

[UTD Toker]

btw, could you find the exact spelling for your condition at some point? I wanted to look it up since I generally like studying biology, and sometimes stumble on some odd treatments a lot of docs don't know about. Do you know at least if the condition is caused by a virus?

200 mg, it did work and then i got tolerance to it just like anything else, it doesnt get me constipated like opiates and sure the exact spelling is:
hidradenitis suppurativa
:thumbsup:

[UTD Toker]

sry for the double post, know the disease is chronic and i was just born with it, it just didnt hit until puberty, as the disease is where your sweat glands dont secret to the surface and get infected, thus causing boils

[Blitzed]

Well everyone has said what im gonna say, but yeah, talk to your docter, go through with the surgery, it will be best in the long run, and find ways to smoke, just dont let your dad catch you. Itll be like when you where a youngen.

[slipknotpsycho]

how about not smoking and sucking the pain up til the surgery... see if it helps afterwards, maybe with the surgery and the pain killers you can be pain free... if it don't work, it's not like you can't always go back to weed.

[Tea Party]

Get the surgery, lay low until you are able where your father is concerned, speak to the God or Spirit you believe in, and as soon as you are able...fly out into a new life in the world and own it.

My dad was the same as yours, luckily I lived with my single mother instead. Even still, I was unable to avoid the path he took and became a heavy drinker for more than fifteen years (almost three years sober now). It has taken me twenty years to get to the point of being okay with not feeling that his problem was my problem. Don't do what I did. Just own your life from the beginning. At nineteen you should not be taking care of your parents emotional problems. It is supposed to be the other way around. None of this is your fault. Be patient, and follow his rules, knowing that you will leave them behind when you are strong enough to move out. Don't become like your father. Have faith and transcend his weaknesses. The Darkside is strong, but the Force is stronger.

Our thoughts are with you. Keep your chin up, and definitely confide in your doctor who has taken an oath to help you deal with your illness.

[MaryjaneAndHashley]

wow this is very very veryyyy bad

of course you should get the surgery, but to quit smoking is rudee!!

how much does that surgery cost anyways?

here its free ^^

[tschmidty32]

your dad is a hypocrit and nothing less...he destroys his mind and body with alcohol and then continues to disrespect you by bashing weed when it is the only thing that apparantly treats your sickness and makes you feel normal...pretty much i say is this...go with your plan to save up some money from work, go with the shot, move out when you have enough money, and say dad fuck you asshole i'm a better person than you and my son or daughter is going to be a better person than you...good luck man and i hope things go as good as they can...sparkin a bowl for ya right now :thumbsup:

[tschmidty32]

sorry for the double post but if my last sounds a little out of text just try emphasing different sylables...i'm a little baked/had a few to drink so i'm postin outa whack yet true......now back to that bowl.:hippy:

[acegamer420]

damm bro that suks i feel bad 4 u bro
Deff go along with the surgery BUT HOW DID UR DAD FIND out u smoked seriously u must have been carless as i smoked from 9-18 without my parents noticing DID HE find ur stash?did ur room reek im just wondering
and to answer ur q i think surgery wud make the most sense make sure ur doctors good!