You should stop and think what she will feel if you contact her. I was wearing the other shoe, so to speak. I was the one being sought by the man I love and have loved for 6 years despite not having contact for 3 years. He claimed to love me, but apparently it wasnt enough at the moment. We were great together.. never fought, GREAT SEX!!! intellectually.. everything. He broke my heart and I swore I would never go back to him, even though we did have sex once after we were broken up. I'm not over it but I got my Shit together and am trying to move on. He contacted me a while back but I refuse to see him. Every time I think of him, the time we spent together, my heart literally hurts. Its one of the worst feeling in the world. You wanna to give in so bad, but you know you couldnt survive another blow.... idk if that makes sense..