I didn't even reply to you on your original post, I just went on with my guy I let go, sorry.

It is hard to say. I find myself trying not to live in the past but to live for today. It is hard because I'm really sad right at this moment. I'm wondering if it is best to just let the past go especially if it didn't work.

But you seem so into this person, I guess it couldn't hurt to give it a shot. It also seems like you want to find someone really bad. I stay in contact with my guy, hoping he would call it quits with his current girlfriend, but I can't waste my life waiting and wishing that. He knows I'm separated from my husband again but doesnt trust that it is for good this time.

Hope things work out for you, the way you would like them to.