Straightupg I know how you're feeling, I'm kinda same as you, but I decided to take more risks even if I get rejected. I did get rejected by the girl I liked, but I think it was worth it. We're friends now. But at least I can be totally honest with her now, which makes things nice. Next year she's living in the same dorm building, just above me totally by accident.

I know if I hadn't told her how I feel, not trying at all would've killed me.

But it makes me think. There was a girl who had a HUGE ASS crush on me. She even gave me a booty call after I rejected her. I even rejected the booty call... Why does it happen to me every time that the girls who have crushes on me are the girls I don't like? Do girls like guys who don't give a shit about them and are assholes or what? There was even real hottie with a crush on me, but she is so dumb... I couldn't stand being near her.

BTW, don't hold back any criticism of me if you think I'm doing something wrong. I do not take negative criticism as offense, but instead as places I can improve.