man ur situation suks but try to look on the bright side of things at least ur healthy (i think)ur not gonna die from this and at least u dont hvae a kid! man if u had a kid with her u would have to be tied to this girl until the kid turns 18 and not to mention how much it would suck for a kid to have a split family if u guys did divorce or w/e but man i wish u the best of luck and hope u can get things back together well.