Quote Originally Posted by igot4cheep
Believe me man I mean this is the nicest way possible. You are ONLY 19 stop acting like you are 91. You life has not even begun yet. Chill out smoke one and calm down. This sound like this is the first time you got your heart broken. Yea I know you love her and you put so much time in the whole relationship. But there is a time you need to do what is best for you. I am sure all the older people here can tell you the same. It is your first and it will now be your last. Itâ??s sucks every time but it will make you stronger in the end. Calm down, chill out and think.

BTWâ?¦ Never taken on 7 guys unless it a life or death matter.
I agree with everything you said and I'm sorry for holding on too hard to something that I can't control, save for the whole "first time you've had your heart broken" stuff. I've had it worse before, actually. I had one chick break up with me on a hospital bed once when I was thinking I was gonna die, said she cheated on me, that was tough. I'm smoking a fattie right now reading all of this. Thats what I like about smoking fatties... gives you a little perspective on things. I understand everything you guys are saying, just know that its VERY hard on me, because I've busted my ass for the last 3 years and it seems like its ammounted to nothing.