Quote Originally Posted by 420MissHighTimes420
I'm sorry for venting about my life on here so much but I have a long work day on the computer, and too much time to think. I feel so used by my boyfriend, I feel like all I do is give give give to everyone, and I am left feeling drained. I've been running on E for alittle while now, and shits about to fall apart. Even though things have been good with us I stll cant help but feel taken advantage of. After sucking his dick, and smoking him up on a blunt, he asks to pinch some of my weed. after the firs ttime he does it agian. This is all after I buy him concert tickets -- which he said he would pay me back for but neevr does. -- he has NEVER taken me out to eat. The one time we ate toegter not at our houses I PAYED! last nite was the last straw though. Not only did i give him head, let him do me any way he wanted, let him smoke 4 of the blunts that I payed and rolled! but then I ask him to eat me out and he says no! I dont kno why him saying no is making me so depressed but it is. The one thing! The one thing i ask for, and he says no! Not only does that make me feel used agian, but it makes me feel ugly and unworthy. i want to go cry about it. i need to end it. but I know no matter what anyone says i wont be strong enough to. how fucked up is that though. then once he finished fucking me in a way that wasnt very comforatble for me, and letting him cum on my face which i dont like at all (it makes me feel degraded) he ate ALL of the food in my apartment. which i cant afford. he said he will buy me more. but i know he wont. i thougth venting would help me feel better, but im afraid it just confirmed the fact that I'm pathetic.
Hi! It's unfortunate that your effort and time didn't get you where you want to be with that guy. Listen to these kind, considerate people at Cannabis.com who are reminding you of your worth, and never talk to this guy again.

From your other posts on this thread it seems like you are still in a bad mood, which I want to turn around. While I can't replace your boyfriend, as I'm leaving Philly for 9 months (leaving in a week), I would be willing to smoke you up and converse about everything but that asshole over a dinner that I'll cook. I'm know you're a wonderful girl, I can introduce you to some of my friends if you want.