Listen to everyone, they've given some wonderful advice. They have all given me some advice that I am forever thankful for. Were both kind of in the same ugly boat.. kinda. Well we both love assholes who don't deserve us. As much as we build ourselves up, we turn back into idiots when we see them. Im not sure what Im trying to say since everyone has said it already but Im here for you if you ever need someone to talk to. You have so much love and strength in you, you just have to build it up and not give it away to that dipshit.