^^Thank you all so much. It is clear what I am supposed to do, and that is to dump his ass ... and here it comes .... BUT I can't handle ANOTHER failed relationship, I'm not ready to deal with it, I know it will only get worse as time goes on, but right now it will kill me. I can't keep friends longer than a few months -- the one best friend I had I just cut out because I'm able to be a bitch to girls -- I have lost all connection to my parents sinceI moved out. and I have gone through some BADDDDD break ups before.
here I could keep going on with excuses. your all right. I needed to hear it, and hopefully I iwll find it in me to be alone for once.
Once agian thanks.