I feel so drained and used

[thcbongman]

^^Thank you all so much. It is clear what I am supposed to do, and that is to dump his ass ... and here it comes .... BUT I can't handle ANOTHER failed relationship, I'm not ready to deal with it, I know it will only get worse as time goes on, but right now it will kill me. I can't keep friends longer than a few months -- the one best friend I had I just cut out because I'm able to be a bitch to girls -- I have lost all connection to my parents sinceI moved out. and I have gone through some BADDDDD break ups before.
here I could keep going on with excuses. your all right. I needed to hear it, and hopefully I iwll find it in me to be alone for once.
Once agian thanks.

It'll be tough, you don't have to go and find one right away. One day, it'll just happen, and you'll meet a guy that's great for you, at the least expected time.

Just be the best person you can be. Concentrate on other aspects of your life. To meet good people, you have to do good things.