Ok, I'm going to be nice and let you start a new thread and repost everything but the questions about Xanax because for the most part we don't talk about other drugs on this site (some exceptions). Then I'm going to delete this one. Use an internet search engine to find out what to do about Xanax.

On a side note that is a horrible habit and you need to get help for it. I just dumped this girl I had been seeing on and off for years because she had a horrible Xanax (and other drugs) problem and it is destroying what should be a wonderful life. You should consider yourself lucky that I'm in a good mood to give you time to repost.