whoever said its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all was obvioustly talkin out outta their ass. once u know what its like to love someone, really really love someone, then feel that void when theyre gone is one of the worst feelings in the world. i love my friends, my sister, my dogs and some dogs in my neigborhood, but i refuse to let myself love a man. never again. i know im pushing love away, but if u dont let ur self feel how can u have ur feelings hurt right? cynical i know.