not that it makes the pain any less, but at least he was an ass by the sound of it. Its much harder when the person you love like no other is nice and still doesnt want you. I had a bf who was the sweetest, nicest, most considerate, wonderful man (with the biggest penis I ever enjoyed and knew how to use it). he didn't love me even though i was like, ready to have his beautiful blond babies ( and ive never wanted children) and he was extremely wonderful to me in every way possible. When he told me he didnt want to be with me he cried, i cried, it was a wet slobbery mess. To this day, SEVEN years later not a day goes by that I don't cry over him, I don't curse the day we met, don't wish I could forget about him, don't wish we'd never met. I'm a go cry and smoke a big bowl.