Hmm. It's a difficult thing to respond to because I don't know you personally.

From what I've read, it seems to me that you accept your homosexuality. You just don't know how to live with it. You mentioned having a child, marrying and if a divorce happends....then you'll accept your homosexuality. which i think is.....wrong?. lol

i mean, you really have to see what excites you more. I've heard of men and specifically...BOYS that expierement with their sexuality to find out for sure. Try it. See if you can be with another man. I think you can because I watch football everyday and I see it as brutal, not anything that arouses me. the fact that you are aroused means you are looking for something sexual in the game. That says something.

I've analyzed men and how hey act and it seems to me that the guys that are comfortable wth their sexuality do things that could be considered "odd" or "gay", when I'm sure they are not. For example, slapping another mans ass with tights on. like in football....lol

now, maybe you haven't met that gay man that stimulates you to pursue a gay relationship. that would explain your not accepting gay marriage.

I say, stop worrying what OTHER people think of your sexuality and find out for yourself.

I think you are bisexual. because my male homosexual friends tell me that they can't even get hard enough to procreate with a female.
so if you can, i think it means you take a liking to females as well..
when it comes to your sexuality, see what "arouses" you faster and harder. lol
simply put.


i hope this isn't affecting your peace and pursuit of happiness.