A thought was stricken upon while I laid in bed this early morning. Many thoughts came but this one was persistent, as it has been menacing my mind since it first arrived, little under a year ago.

Determining my sexual orientation has become forefront in my thoughts, and as I laid in bed, the notion that I could engage a man sexually grew increasingly acceptable. However, I fail to see how simply accepting the notion would orientate my sexuality, as I do hope to have children someday with my wife. Now, this desire to procreate a child of whom is genetically enhanced with mine and my wife's DNA should be the determining factor of my sexual orientation.

So...as it is, I am accepting of homosexual intimacy, but not of homosexual marriage? I realize that artificial insemination is a possibility for homosexuals who do not want to adopt. And just the same as choosing a wife, homosexuals can choose a woman with desirable traits/characteristics to complete the artificial creation. However, I cannot entirely dismiss the woman as futile, because when it comes down to it, I want the mother of my child to assist in raising what is partly hers. I want my child to be able to observe what is biologically him/her. And if she dies or divorces me, then I will be gay. I'm having a difficult time with this. A little help please?

And try not to be presumptuous because this is a tender issue for me. Any inclining one way or another will flip my world upside down. So please, keep the responses thought-provoking and leave the final judgments to me. I'm trying to get people to walk me through this...or is it already resolved?

Better yet...be presumptuous! Tell me what you think.

Let the polls begin!
Ganj Reviewed by Ganj on . Your thoughts: In the closet? A thought was stricken upon while I laid in bed this early morning. Many thoughts came but this one was persistent, as it has been menacing my mind since it first arrived, little under a year ago. Determining my sexual orientation has become forefront in my thoughts, and as I laid in bed, the notion that I could engage a man sexually grew increasingly acceptable. However, I fail to see how simply accepting the notion would orientate my sexuality, as I do hope to have children someday with my Rating: 5