Yeah I may smoke a bowl or two before I go. Its just the initial meetings that intimidate me. After that im open and funny and stuff and im really outgoing. Guys just intimidate me when I dont know them. Especially since their all like 6-7 years older than me. I was the same way to John but alas, used sex to diffuse the situation. But its not like I can with his friends. This is going to be horrible.