Hey man, I understand what you are feelin. I started smokin about 8 years ago, and at that time, my dad was a deputy sherriff. Talk about feeling hepocritical. The first thing you have to remember, though, is that is this is your life, not your parents. What you choose to do with it is your business, not there's. I know that is a tough concept to accept, and when you come to it, a lot of your burdens will be relised(forgive the spelling). But as much as you love your parents, they can not live your life for you. There are many dicisions that you must make your own, to define yourself, and your beliefs, before you worry about others. Have Faith in Yourself, and what you can do. Love and Peace, Blessed Be.