i had nightmares when I was a 1 year and 2 year old of being in space floating and coming to these huge cogs and it was as if I was being forced into this cog, time slowed down during the death of myself and its like a loud noise being pushed into both ears which controlled my movements into the cog, .. sometimes when i see a cog i flashback to those dreams i had.....

funny how the mind works

or maybe jerry springer needs me on his show i dunno :P