Nature has placed these questions beyond our concious reach. Life lived and life understood do not go hand in hand... if we understood the creation of the universe we would probably be gods creating our own. lol

Every question answered will bring about many more.. its a never ending rabbit hole, and once you do make it to the bottom, the truth is ripped out of your grasp and you start right back at the beginning of the hole. Existence is a cycle.. wether or not it was intelligently designed is puzzling...