Yeah, no human has the mental capacity to accept the concept of something appearing in our eyes from nothing because that defeats the whole idea of our reality. But what if our reality isn't the only reality. which it probably isn't. that probably makes no sense

and the only reason why i think religion would be my thing in the future is to fight the thoughts of afterlife i get. even if its brainwashing, i hate these thoughts and they make me feel like shit. the whole "nothingness, never to be again" makes me feel so bad.