Heh you know I realised that i'm not jelous over her at all, writing it really helped, i'm jelous of the fact that people who dont want/deserve it seem to get everything. I'm jelous that a violent drug addicted person could have a life, a son and a women that I would love and who doesn't even want it.

And it actually cheers me up to think of all the rows and problems they're having, not in a vindictive way but because it shows that the grass isn't always greener on the other side...
KHAN Reviewed by KHAN on . Am i crazy or unlovable? lol Ok, bit of a long story so bare with me if you can :) I'm 30, slim, good soh, very laid back, no children, but I have badly wanted some for ages.. i've known this girl who is 35 for a year and a half. She has 3 kids 14/13/5. When I started hanging around with her, she always said that her kids come first and she couldn't get into a relationship because she was so buisy with hers (2 from first relationship 1 5yo from a failed relationship) And I know that i wasn't her ideal type, i'm Rating: 5