Anyways so we settled somewhere between the tracks and the park... (Actually we got the park but then I got paranoid over there so we went back) and we started to load up a bowl. I was tripping my ass off and I forgot how to walk several times... I'd just be standing in place, freezing my cajones off. anyways, we smoked a few bowls and then I started getting the fear... The fear... the feeling that something is totally fucked up and wrong even though there is nothing to even set it off... I told my friend, "yo, lets get back to my place, I'm freezing". I was paranoid the whole way there... there is this russian guy that works at the 24 hour gas station near my place and he alway gives me bullshit and hates me because I smoked and went in thier blazed one time... and yeah, he freaked me the fuck out even though he was sitting in his seat sleeping with a paper in his hands. Then we laughed our asses off at that but then it creeped back as I thought about what the fuck we were laughing at... and as we get to my house, I am still going on about getting home, I look up and realize I'm RIGHT THERE in front of my house. My parents are home sleeping so I was paranoid about that to... it was a fucked up night. Most paranoid shit to happen to me.
yeah its like your mind cant focus on 2 things at once. like the "thought of walking home" and "thinking of walking home" your thinking of walking home wile walking home and YOU ARE ACTUALLY WALKinG HOmE but you forget. and you're like holy shit, im home?

lol i hope that made sense.