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The first time I did a psychotropic substance that I am unable to mention here, was in front of my mom... It kicked in during the news, and instead of feeling guilty about it (I was using it at the time to treat a horrendous spinal headache after a spinal tap) it REALLY helped me, and I enjoyed it much better.

It's YOUR brain. Whatever neurochemical reactions you want to create in it is up to YOU. Don't be afraid of people's thoughts on your neurotransmitions. I say go for it, and ENJOY IT.