i understand ur pain because this was just a place for vacation.. but things die, and this was of natural causes and if ur really seeing commercials and bawling then u are overreacting a bit. just my opinion, im not in your position, but still, from an objective standpoint, to be crying about this hours and hours later and even the next day is excessive

and @konsealedkoncept not caring about anything is just as bad as caring too much about everything, both are extremes and you arent going to go far with any social/love relationships unless there are things that you care about and feel for... gotta have some soul my friend