I've been accused of over-thinking things before. I have a lot of time on my hands and not much experience. I don't know who I am. I've been isolated for years now, rarely would I meet up with friends because I dread every moment with them. All I wanted to do was get away. I could just be over-thinking it all, and not really exposing my true self due to the distraction of thought. I almost feel like I am totally capable of enjoying life, now it's just a matter of taking the first step back into the world. I'm still a bit timid because I don't know who I am, consequently I don't know what I want from the world. I know that because whenever I choose to pursue something, it seems like I'm forced to turn my back on it. I can't blame the world for my inability to cope. And it's that dysfunction that is responsible for the growing indifference. I have no courage and often find myself shying away from what I desire.
Ganj Reviewed by Ganj on . Speculating the importance of compatible personalities If you want to save yourself from a lot of heartache, then find the one who is perfect for you. Seems obvious enough, right? Apparently I'm a dumbass. I have a question for those in a functional, generally good relationship, and that is: Do you learn anything about yourself from someone who is perfect for you? I'm a firm believer that misery provokes the instinct to learn. How can you learn anything if you're blinded by love? And how can you love if you're always miserable? We all have Rating: 5