I realize now why I don't get many replies. My rigid belief system doesn't apply to many people, and also doesn't allow for many to speculate on my issues. You either agree or disagree, right? It isn't open for discussion. I'll try to be considerate of that in future posts. Then again, I'm hardly ever in the position to take advice from anyone, for my beliefs are firm, so I generally know what direction I should take. I wonder if I'm even capable of reaching people? I don't want to be admired, if it means that no one will challenge me. Is there someone out there similar to me who has succeeded in overcoming their social stigma by means other than preaching?