snowblind, dont worry about creatine, I have actually taken it as a supplement, and having high levels isnt bad for you. It is vital for the ATP energy cycle, and having more allows you to work you muscles harder. besides, if it was bad, the pro's wouldnt be taking it in super high levels.

now, related to this thread, I have given up on helping the OP. He doesnt want advice, he just wanted to bitch. If he doesnt wanna stop eating shit all the time, and chooses video games over real people, then let him lay in the bead he has made. have fun being a 40 year old virgin, because paying for sex doesn't count