Quote Originally Posted by Acouwaila

But now Im curious as to what happened to you yesterday....if i may ask
Basically when I finally got to bed at 1:00am I couldn't stop thinking about all the things on my mind, all the stuff I was worrying about and didn't know what to do. So that turned into a harsh panic attack that made my extremities cold, my breathing shallow, my adrenaline pumping non-stop, stress levels through the roof, and made me face all the things that worried me but I wouldn't fully face up to what had to be done (and some very hard decisions had to be made). By 11:00am (a hefty 10 hours later) I was still having the panic attack, my adrenaline STILL wouldn't stop, and I was incredibly exhausted but couldn't rest or even keep my legs from shaking. So at that point I took some Lorazepam (or ativan) and after an hour I was still full of anxiety, but calmed down enough that I managed to get to sleep for about 4 hours. I was so stressed I literally thought I was losing my mind, my perceptions were just f*cked.

Anywhoo I'm glad that's over, and my menal state is healthier than ever. Shit's gettin' done at this pointimp: