i used to think like gandalf, and it got me no where and with no pussy and fast. lol i met this girl that lived close to my cuz and i fell in love with here. and i was 12 and i did everything i could think of to get her attention. and she would'nt even respond. i mean i didn't do crazy shit or nothin but i'd write her love letters and slip them into her locker.. and mail her cards and stuff like
that.

and she hung out with people like me not like she was some great thing but she was to me. and i kept that up ti'll i was 20. i never dated anyone and yes i was a virgin. and never had a girl friend i mean i had girls askin me out alot of them. cause i did hang around sum fine girls but i was (in my mind anyways lol)saving myself for this girl.

so when i was around 16 i had saved my money and my dad and i went to colorado and i bought sum land up in the mountains. and was gonna stay there but i fucked up and moved back to where i was cause i thought i'd have a chance with her. and when i got back she was with this loser of a guy. and she looked rough lmao and i was like fuck i wasted my whole life waiting on this girl for nothing....then i went out and found sum pussy....it was good...i like...lmao