Yeah.. finding the right relationship can be a bitch. I met a girl that I REALLY liked, which surprised me because I wasnt even looking after my last girlfriend cheated on me. Anyways we started hanging out and talking.. I had never met anybody so perfect for me. Then she went back to her ex boyfriend and stopped calling me right before I moved halfway across the U.S. to live near her. Fuggit.. thats how shit rolls. I know god damn well that Im a good man, and an excellent catch relationship-wise. The only problem is.. Im not sure how many more times I can put myself on the line and trust another human being. The only person I am ever vulnerable to in any way is any female who is my significant other. As long as I dont have one, I am invulnerable. Might as well keep it like that. Maybe Ill get lucky and get drafted to Iraq that'll take the decision right the fuck out my hands!