no no no honey ur definately not alone. scientifically, happiness is just some chemicals doin some stuff, ya know? like, what is it, seratonin levels are high (or is it dopeamine??) or something like that. anyway, smoking bud affects ur central nervous sys. and changes some chemicals in ur head, i mean brain, yeah, and it does some stuff. so yeah it shure did help. but win u come down and don't have weed, just say or think to ur self, "it's ok, kuz now i kan think of creative ways ta make ppipes n stuff or and i kan go weed hunting" then just build up da suspense. likke try to remenber that that sweet sweet herb will be on earth forfuckenever so u'll never go dry again!!! yeah... taht' should work. it works for me. they told me at the hospital that i wa s bipolar. am i still in da bipolar thread thingy? i dunno but i know that if u were dipped in chocolate, i'd like u i saw ur pix, did u c mine??? hehehe