During the holidays I went to a campsite right by St malo,in France.

The first night I got there I decided that id go out and attempt to meet some people so that I wouldn't bore my brains out.
I met a 14yr old dutch kid who introduced me to his sister who is 18, I asked her for a cigarette and she asked me my age(14).

The next day i hanged out with her and got to meet her and here little brother a little brother a little better.
The third night we hanged out till 3 in the morning and i started to really like her but we weren't going out our anything.She was extremely pretty and kind,the sad thing was she was leaving in ONE DAY.

the last night I got a lot of beer and got very drunk and realised that i was in love with her i attempted to kiss her and got refused.

Basically i'm highly in love with someone who lives in holland and doesn't love me.It's been 3 dayq since she left and i still feel like shit! I think about her all the time and promised myself to go and see her once i'm 18 .

My question is basically:For how long will i feel like shit?
i've never felt this way in my life.
youwontcatchme Reviewed by youwontcatchme on . First time I feel in love. During the holidays I went to a campsite right by St malo,in France. The first night I got there I decided that id go out and attempt to meet some people so that I wouldn't bore my brains out. I met a 14yr old dutch kid who introduced me to his sister who is 18, I asked her for a cigarette and she asked me my age(14). The next day i hanged out with her and got to meet her and here little brother a little brother a little better. The third night we hanged out till 3 in the morning and i Rating: 5