Quote Originally Posted by Weedhound
Yep....it's called clinical depression. See a doctor....perhaps some meds can help. I remember feeling that there was just no real point to life and was physically and mentally exhausted all the time. Just.....TIRED.

There ARE answers and there IS a point to life. What have you got to lose?

Good luck.
eh.... I don't think it's quite so simple as clinical depression, I've been there before and this isn't it. I just feel trapped in purgatory, can't reach heaven or hell, and they're both tearing me apart. Every day is the same, all my muscles are in pain and I'm all alone. I'm sick to death of being a cripple, because I'm not a cripple.

all you have to do is change your perception

Preaching to the quire man, but it aint easy when nothing changes.

there is always more than one way to see something
learning is painful and pain leads to knowledge which
then leads to power which leads to women ,etc,etc,etc

hahaha just learn to love the pain
Learn to love the pain... you know I just might do that, if it's possible. But it really isn't leading me to power, it's just limiting every aspect of my life.


3) Not quite head-over-heels in love. But yeah, I've liked some women a whole lot and had no idea how to tell them. I'm just terrible with women.
Haha, me too man, me too. This girl has obviously been interested in me for a while, but I still can't ask her out. She loves to be active, go out and do stuff like bar-hopping and partying. I've gone out with her (as friends) tonnes of times, but I always have to load up on rediculous amounts of painkillers 'till I'm stoned out of my mind, and I'm still just barely holding it together, trying to pretend the pain isn't wracking my mind.
That's what's scaring the shit out of me, if we're together she'll inevitably realize that I can't keep up with her and do all the things she normally likes to do. Eventually she'll be sick of being around the pain and the limitations all the time, then I'd have to endure the even greater pain of losing her.