1) 5 am? No I usually wait til noon to wake up and start worrying about stuff.

2) :blueknife: No seriously, don't even think about it!

3) Not quite head-over-heels in love. But yeah, I've liked some women a whole lot and had no idea how to tell them. I'm just terrible with women.

4) Absolutely! I want to start a new life all the time. Most of my friends suck. Hate to say it but they do. It might be worth leaving behind a few good ones to get rid of all the bad ones.

5) Yeah, I'm a big daydreamer/fantasizer. The few things I will attain in life are worth the disappointment of not receiving the ridiculous things I occasionally want.

6) Can't say it any better than that.

Keep your head up, G. If you're sitting here talking to us on the internet, you probably have a dry ceiling over your head, electric power, some food in the fridge and clean water on tap. You're doing well. I'll run with what friendowl said. Use the basic resources you do have to gain the knowledge about what you want. Knowledge is power. Power gets you respect, money, women or whatever you want to do with it.