I have OCD as well - a disorder called TTM. It's where, out of anxiety, you pull out your hair, strand by strand, obsessively, when you're feeling a certain feeling. It's pretty much involuntary, I never notice I'm doing it. I've had it for about seven years now, and no amount of therapy has ever been able to do anything about it.

My last behaviorist told me smoking pot would make it worse because I'd zone out and pull more, but that's not the case at all. It definitely relaxes me, and when I'm high I don't feel the urge to pull nearly as much.

I know it's a scary prospect, thinking about getting caught, but everyone here has wonderful advice about stealth smoking in just about any situation. You're not a bad kid. Marijuana is a legitimate answer to your problem.

Don't feel guilty, smoke smart, and chill :jointsmile: