Man I've been there before and it took me alot of shit to get out of it, but in the end it came down to thinking about why I'd get pissed off all the time. Before I realized it, I was smoking bud and eating shrooms and just going on the biggest trip of my life when all of the sudden I just realized that I had nothing to be pissed about. Probably the a pointless story but ever since, I haven't really had any fits of anger. You sound like you're relatively normal for the first part, but maybe there's still something in you that just needs to break some skulls.

For me, I used to deal with it by punching on my wall till my knuckles bled, but obviously that wasn't the best way to deal with it. Eventually it was more about music, bud, and self-reflection. I'm sure you'll figure your shit out, recognizing the problem is a good first step man.

Anyway, back when I had a real bad anger problem, I remember one thing a friend told me that really calmed me down, about how man's evolved from survivor to what we are now. She was telling me about how men were usually more overprotective then women and shit like that because that's what we evolved from. She'd also tell me about the natural rush of the hunt and how we don't get that nowadays because we don't really struggle to survive. Everything's around the corner so things pretty much fall on our laps these days.. anyway it used to calm me down reading about primitive man and the struggles they faced. Maybe you've just got a wild caveman spirit living in you that needs to hunt something down and rip it up and cook it over an open fire so you can impress the hunnies with facial hair and bang on that prime-ape junk like evolution depends on it.

okay i went off on a tangent there but theres my two cents for ya man

Good luck :jointsmile:
Sir Raf of BONG! Reviewed by Sir Raf of BONG! on . I Am Evil Recently my mind is becoming more twisted by the day. I am convinced one day, I'll be on death row for murder. My explosive temper has taken over, and I am in a constant state of anger. I am starting to lack basic emotions, and empathy. I just feel cold, and void. I lost all connections with others except my twisted mind. I don't feel, at least not in a way I remembered. I am fucked up. Completely. I choked a friend the other day. I was impatient, and he was slowing me down, Rating: 5