Quote Originally Posted by Gippie
Sorry, can I ask you for some advice? I want to meditate but... I can't clear my mind... I'm always thinking... constantly... or thinking about not thinking... but still thinking... O_o Plus I'm anxious and find it hard to relax... any suggestions?


And also, Bongman, you know it's also likely that you're just going through a very stressful time and just need to take a long ass break from everything.
Try a mantra. The point of meditation is focused thinking. What you describe is anxious thinking, which you can also learn from. You realize you're an anxious person though, so what you should focus on is a mantra. Some "hum" during meditation, and that's great because the vibrations from your voice are a great thing to focus on. Try just listening and feeling your breathing. If that doesn't work, then try some focused thought on something you like.
Mantra Meditation