Quote Originally Posted by Thepossumdance
isn't it possible that the stress from a new important job and going to school is just combining to make you feel this way...

I have a question though... do you still want to find someone to love? do you still have the desire to find a woman who will love you back? or do you love yourself too much now to seriously include someone else in the equation...
I have a strong desire to find someone I can care about and who would love me unconditionally, who could see past my physical and mental scars. But I lost hope. I'm too afraid to approach women, and none of them would like me even if I did. Look at the perception I'm giving y'all now. I'm not exactly a likeable character. Only a few people care about me. Even if they did, I am socially retarded in terms of talking to people in a social environment. I am only confident in my ability to interact with people in a professional environment.

I don't exactly love myself. I only do what I think is best to get through. I do think about others in that regard. I help people unconditionally, asking nothing in return.