Man, this shit hit home for me, and has really made me think about my recent shit as well as my past shit.

Anyway:
We are emotional beings, and we are driven by things that are not really within our control. You cannot decide not to have feelings for someone, so it is best to come to terms with the fact that you're going to do whatever it is that you feel like you need to do.
On the other side of that coin, if you can avoid shit where you stuck with decisions you don't want to make, you should. Recognize things, like when a chick you dig is in a strong relationship with someone else, or if you get with a chick that neglects you, or with whatever chick that is going to fuck your shit up.

I'm not saying that relationships should be easy, I'm just saying that one should avoid broken relationships.

I know it won't help, but just the same way that you cannot move on, I feel compelled to tell you to move on. There are other fish in the sea, and though they might not be her, there are loads that you could have positive relationship with.

I hope you find contentment in whatever decisions you make.
:hippy: