Quote Originally Posted by deadfan420
Hey thanks everyone, I appreciate all your responses!

I should probably clarify, however, that in the title I'm using the term "religion" very loosly. I don't mean any organized religion, or any existing religion, I guess I'm just after some sort of spiritual fullfillment.

I'm also not looking to fit anyone else's mold. If I wanted to do that, I'd just follow in my parent's footsteps and be a good, non-questioning Christian. Been there, done that. It didn't work.

In the brief period I've been smoking weed for, I've found it to be highly spiritual. And as my mind opens up, I'm starting to think more about spiritual matters and ask questions. Maybe marijuana will be my religion! Lol! :-)

Thanks again for the responses! Keep em coming!
Before I go on, I want to state I shouldn't be alive. I spun out at 85 MPH on a slick highway this morning. I was left unscathed, my car missed the barriers and other cars got out of the way in time. You are wondering what this has to do with spirituality.

Earlier that day, I was blessed by someone special. She's a deeply religious christian women, to the point where it makes others mad because they think she's questioning their beliefs. But, the messages she always tell me are positive and about self-healing. Although I do not believe in Jesus, I do believe every religion ideology are essentially the same. They are interpreted differently.

Yesterday, she stated I came up on her prayers all the sudden. She said I was special, and because of this I'll beat my cancer. She blessed me with holy water by drawing crosses on my hands. She also told to remember about showers: how it cleanses all the impurities. I accepted this gesture, and embraced it.

Not long after, I get a call and they finished my pathology report. They said any remaining tumors were dead scar tissue. This is news I wanted to hear.

I spent the night with a beautiful girl and human being. Life isn't fair, I had a crush on this girl for the longest of time, and so did she. Better late than never But she's leaving the country in a couple of days I spent the night with her and decided to head home despite much trouble leaving, I didn't want to leave.

Raining, foggy, and slick roads, I spun out. My life flashed before my eyes. That moment I realized: someone up there is watching me. A mysterious power at work that cannot be explained by words, only faith.

You should be open to all customs and ideas. Embrace and accept them all, always question, but you should accept the energy each one evokes. You just have to have the faith and spirituality. That's all