where are you located in the u.s.? i have all of the same disorders you do, excluding the add and the ptsd, and my doc has pretty much said that she thinks she's about to diagnose me as bipolar in august, when i have my next appointment with her. i go to school 5 hours away from where my parents live and her office, and i'm still at school taking summer classes, so she wants to meet with me in august to evaluate my bipolar tendencies. annnnnnyways, the reason i'm asking where you're located is because i'm thinking that maybe i could somehow try to obtain a reccomendation as well? (i'm in mississippi...and i doubt i could get one here ) i've been smoking instead of taking my meds, at least for the past year (when i decided to try to not only smoke recreationally, but also sub it for my meds), and i've seen a world of difference. i'm pretty sure that my psychiatrist won't give me a reccomendation though, because of her religious beliefs and because of the fact that she always asks me if i still smoke (i tell her no), and then proceeds to tell me the "dangers" of marijuana. hah