I have proven it to myself that this is happening and is true. It was not just handed to me because God will never do that. I don't really care what buddah states because I think hes defining enlightenment as ascension. I define enlightenment as just one step towards ascension. Belive it is the moment of switching your own perspective outward, inwards..when that happens you are still not in the clear, the work becomes harder.

You must refrain from letting people affect you negatively. (Turn the other cheek hint hint) You have to let the ignorant be and split off from it. Right now, I know that I am not enlightened but I believe I have experienced enlightenment about a year ago and its..well..a complete change without words, everything feels better than this false reality. But through my ignorance I became bitter towards those with ego..I have the ability to clearly see how stupid it really is.

I could not "pass the test" if you will ..after enlightenment, I could not let my ignorance go and made the wrong decison to fuck with people with ego possibly so that they could reach my level of suffering and gain enlightenment. But people are too prideful to let that happen, they will analyze it..decide how thier ego will handle it..and continue living thier life in darkness.

I explain my beliefs daily and clarity will only come to those who put aside what they think is real instead of defining an illusion as reality..