Well i was in a 3 year relationship abusive in all aspects.. nothing but toxic for both of us. We have decided to take a break for a couple years and if were ment to be together we will get back together.. thats how i look at it.. but i dont think thats going to happen shes moving to texas and here i am in california.. well heres the deal we have been split for a couple weeks now.. before this we bought our yearly vacation so i go on vacation tomorrow morning with my ex.. the one im still in love with and hold dearly to my heart.. but we have such a bad past with cheating and lies.. it just can't work we need to clear our heads... I always walk right into her game.. AND were sharing the same room in mexico on a beach side. how romantic is that??? SO heres where i need your help, i had to explain sorry....

Do i just enjoy myself with her while im their then when we leave we go back to normal? Do i ignore her? just be myself? im scared of falling for her again then our relationship going bad i cant go through the pain anymore.. i am finally at a point past all the tears to accept everything.. its been hard though..

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BlAzInIt4:20 Reviewed by BlAzInIt4:20 on . I seriously need your help... Well i was in a 3 year relationship abusive in all aspects.. nothing but toxic for both of us. We have decided to take a break for a couple years and if were ment to be together we will get back together.. thats how i look at it.. but i dont think thats going to happen shes moving to texas and here i am in california.. well heres the deal we have been split for a couple weeks now.. before this we bought our yearly vacation so i go on vacation tomorrow morning with my ex.. the one im still in Rating: 5