Quote Originally Posted by crunkjuice
needles.

i flip out and sometimes pass out when im around em....its annoying because i cant get any real medical help when i need it because the first thing they say is "piss in this cup, then we need to do bloodwork"...and from then on the only thought through my head is "hell no. no needles"...and i end up leaving before they get to do anything....but it makes me happy im not getting touched by needles. so i dont really care.

i dont fear death. because its manditory. and once your dead you cant think of the pain or whatever was killing you. since your brain isnt making thought. so you just get to be trapped in eternal nothingness for ever. but no thought or comprehension of time so you cant even tell. its kinda hard to explain. just, absolute nothing. but you cant even explain that because absolute nothing is a thought. and death = 0 thought. its fun to think about when your high.
that used to be a fear of mine too... i hadn't had imunizations since like 5 cuz i was so afraid of them... i absolutely refused 'em...

then i went to juvi and they found out... my god =/ that sucked cuz i had absolutely no choice in the matter... might as well of consider me a human pin cushion.... like 11 years worth the immunizations lol...

by the time i got out... i could peirce my own lip...

guess basicly you just gotta face it... i guess i had help tho as i had no choice like i said... then all my surgery's reinforced it even more...

oh and i used to be terrified of needles... even the sight of a syringe would make me get close to fainting..