My first time smoking was like in April or something of this year. So I havent had anybody really teach me what shit is worth and telling how much shit weighs. - But I got a scale now and Im getting better at telling whats good shit and whats not. I really started getting into it when summer started. anyways I tried smoking some of that Purp last night and it was great and Im planning on doing it again tonight. Also I tried talking to one of my friends at work today who also smokes - I asked him if he's ever smoked alone. I forget exactly what he said but he said something like "Smoking alone is crazy" or "Thats a pretty crackhead thing to do" or some shit like that. Personally I found it great being able to do what I wanted and not worrying about keeping my guard up to act normal. I listened to a lot of grateful Dead - 311 - Incubus and managed to play or create a new song on guitar that sounded pretty good. I also found myself slipping into deep thought about the world we live in today and society in general. It was pretty crazy and I feel as if I am more aware of the world around me and how it really is. I wish more people would get that smoking alone isn't bad or "crackheadish" as they call it. But what do they know? It's just an amazing feeling that they will never feel. If anything I feel sorry for people that have never smoked alone or are to self conscious to do so.