Quote Originally Posted by blazed_babe
i'm glad that you guys were able to talk everything out and come to a realization about things how did that go? was it ok in person or would you have rather done it on the phone? when you guys met up did he already kind of know what was coming? (lol sorry for all the questions, just curious, from what we talked about earlier )
don't be sorry at all, i like talking about these sort of things because off of cannabis.com i never talk about my problems, and on here i actually get to get stuff on my chest.
i was really happy i talked to him in person. he knew what was comming because i had told him i had spent the night with my ex boyfriend, he wasnt too upset by it -prolly because he doesnt care about me that much-
we did come to a realazation about things, we needed to communicate a lot mroe about what was going on. he didnt no that i was upset with him at all, i am the type to just act like everything is all good, and than out of no where blow up. I was being kind of dramatic with him because for the past year i have known him he has hurt me so bad and didnt even know it.
I also realized that he really isnt good for me and I'm happy I'm going to move on, he is too close minded for me - he even admited to looking down on me for not going to college and for hanging out with some of the people i do -
he also said something i couldn't imagine someone saying --- when i discussed him getting me pregnant and leaving me out of no where last year (WHICH I FIANLLY TOLD HIM KILLED ME INSIDE) he said "well u were just a piece of ass to me, it wasnt serious, i didnt know i should have been there for u during that" like wow ... we had been having sex for 2 months when this shit happened, he tucked his dick between his legs and ran like a little boy. even when i explained to him that it wasnt serious, it should have gotten more serious when that happened he stll didnt get it.
you were right about doing it in person, on the phone, i felt like we could understand each other more by seeing each others reactions to things, body language can tell you more than words can sometimes. plus it showed me that he at least cared enough to meet up and talk to me.
thanks for talking -- or posting -- to me abot this blazedbabe, i feel cleansed talking about it.

i really need to do it with my friends and boyfriends though. I dont know how i always expected people to fix things, when i didnt even tell them they were going anything wrong
sorry about the length - agian, im on a posting rampage today - need a more interesting job